jobbb :(

I am worn out. Who knew trying to find a job would be this hard. I had a steady stream of jobs until now. But now it's been 2 months since I haven't been working and money is tight.
I can't decide what the heck I want to do with the rest of my life. I am stuck between my dream job and realistic job. The only thing I have been waiting on is God's answer to my question. What job does he want me to do? What would be glorifying his name more? *Shrug*

I have been building up my portfolio in the mean time as I look for another job in the fashion district. The computer calls to me every morning as I watch my korean dramas passing time. I am retesting my webdesign/graphic skills playing with photoshop. Endless hours that seem meaningless unless I am working outside of my home. Waking up at 6am was nothing typical for me until recently and I have been waking up around noontime. Blah.

Hopefully, I will be able to push the dream aside and go into other things. Pray for me. I hate going on the many interviews trying to sell myself short.